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HOLD ME, BEV~
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HOLD ME, BEV~
24 September 2011 @ 12:43

I sometimes wonder if I'm pursuing this dream with such dogged determination and desperation because I really want to or because I'm too scared to drop this one goal and embrace a world of possibilities. If i leave myself vulnerable to the chaos of freedom will I be any happier? Or lost again, as usual - always wondering and never knowing if I'm making the right choices when they matter more than anything right now.

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11 April 2011 @ 08:42

I don't want to deal I don't want this to be a difficult character building time I just want things easy I'm sick of feeling useless tired and unmotivated and it's going to be like this all the way until fucking July i need the time to kick myself back into action I can't expect to focus at all and ive just been slowly losing touch losing hope losing it I cannot find it in myself to drag myself out from this shit rut I just want out now

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03 April 2011 @ 00:10

I'm in a surprisingly good mood today - though this exuberance was dampened a little when I weighed myself but that's nothing really new. I enjoyed learning bio for the first time today, and I hope this actually means I'll start remembering what I memorize. I haven't been the most productive today but somehow I'm living too far in denial to think it's a big deal.

Tomorrow I have a feeling I won't quite be in as bouncy a mood - I have CIP from 1-3 tomorrow afternoon. It isn't actually a nice time slot; for one it makes it hard for me to spend most of my Sunday in school studying since it's smack in the middle of the day. And that's pretty much a big deal :/ but I'll deal with it. Hopefully with some semblance of self control and the ability to reign in my ever wandering imagination I should be able to study bio at home.

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